26th May 2013 , Happy 1st Anniversary sayang :) Saya tahu 'us' dah tak wujud tapi saja teringin nak wish walaupun awak tak baca . I hope you're happy with your life and fine other girl that can love you more than I did , appreciate you more than I did , takecare of you better than I did and do everything that can make you happy more and much better than I ever did . I done I had done wrong towards you . I made tons of mistakes . I was ego , I was selfish , I never care of you but the one thing I did for you was I did not lie when I said I truly love you and I would be miserable when you're not with me .
26th May 2013 , I promise myself on this day forward I would forget everything about you and move on for good . This is the promise I made for myself and I really hope I can fulfill this wish with success . But the problem is I still can't get over you even it has been more than five months . Did you cast a spell on me or something ? Why the fucking shit so hard for me to move on ? Tell me the freakin' reason ! Tension -.- The way you talk , look , laugh like nothing ever happened between us . NOTHING !
22th May 2013 , on wednesday . Two hours before school end . I went to 'bilik seni' and hang there . There was you . Well at first I didn't noticed then you came up sat about two seat away from me then that moment I noticed you . You gave me a chair and you make a joke of me . I was so happy ^.^ nothing can describe my feeling when you smile and talk to me . But it only lasted for a few minutes . Then I talked with your friends and me make a few joke and there you are............. smiling and laughing softly but I took a glimpse look at you secretly .
26th May 2013 , we tweeted each other like nothing special on this date . Exactly 12:00 am you tweet 00.00 so I guess you remember this date and I so damn sure you remember what date is today . I believed I'm not wrong this time . I believed you remember this day ! Anyway , we tweeted like nothing happen just like before . Even that few tweet can make my day . You bright up my day even with a few tweet . This does not include if you text me , call me , etc . That would make me hundred percent happy . But again..... keep dreaming bella . Keep on dreaming .
26th May 2013 , I tweet ' finally the day I have been waiting for has ended . It is time to forget everything and start a new one . Stay strong girl !' Dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you have to retweet that ?!! Do you know that tiny thing you'd done can give me a big effect ? Oh boy never think deep -.- boys will always be boys . You had no freaking idea how scare I was at that time . I was afraid maybe you think I have move on so it is your time to move on too and you would fine some other girls too replace me . Here is the think , I don't really care if you're not mine anymore but I am so scare if you replace me . Please stay single even your heart have move on but please don't ever couple . Begging please don't do this to me :(
26th May 2013 , on this day and forward I hope I can forget you the way you forget me . I never forger your name in my prayer . I prayed so you will always in good health and success in life . Not a day I forget about you . I wake up thinking of you , I go to bed thinking of you .
27th May 2013 , this is fucking bad day . Everyone is trying to bring my mood down . I'm the type of person who loves to hurt other people with my attitude . I am ego , selfish , only think of myself , never think of others people feeling , dumb , stupid and love to hurt my own feeling . Awesome huh ? It is so awesome to be me .
Here I am saying I am sorry for everything . I make a lot of mistakes that I myself didn't notice . But if you know I am wrong please let me know so I can change to become a better person . By the way , I am sorry for hurting you but please don't you go away from me again . I can't promise to love you till the end of mylife but I as long as you trying I promise to love you . But it is too late for everything . So , goodluck with your life , please don't you forget about us even you replace me with some other girl . I promise to remember our moment whether it's good or bad memory . Pray for me so I can get over you as fast as I can . Cross my heart , I love you :)